Which has me kind of creeped out and feeling a little uggie... How was I to know the door had not closed and the wind we were having had set the door wide open??? Sigh.
My exams are over, yah! I totally loved the short answer questions in todays exam because I finally got asked what I would do and say in a counselling scenario.
Nathon is still training away, and will be till friday next week. But he is the top of his class and really enjoying it, except being away from me. So he drives home when he can for the night. The first night without him was really weird, especially because we'd spent 9 days straight together without him going to work. We normally make all the dinner and going to bed decisions together, and I realized I had no idea when to eat or sleep! And I discovered that I actually hadn't slept alone for a year. I got around it but it was weird lol. Nathon's trainer told him he must be enjoying being away from me and he said, actually no I hate it. And she said how long have you been together and he said two years, and she said wow I'd be dying to get away by then. Was he because we'd been together soo long? And Nathon said no, he still missed me when he went out for food for 20 minutes. She was like, oh, well co-dependancy is not good and you'll not be able to function without eachother and our relationship was just really weird. And Nathon got a little cranky and told her that if other people say we're doing it wrong its a good sign because their relationships last about 5 seconds. lol I like being co-dependant. I like missing him and being sad when we're apart. If I wasn't, then what point would there be to be with him??? If I go, boy I really gotta get away from you, all the time, then its not a healthy relationship. I think the reason so many people need to escape is because they have chosen the wrong person to be with who they can't be themselves around or who isn't suited to them. lol Enough yapping for now on my part.
So now I guess I'll go do something else... a little at a loss because I feel asleep early today and now I'm stuck staying up until I get sleepy again lol.
Thanks for your ear,
*Burn