I found out today that the uni told Centerlink (Welfare agency here) that my study load had dropped from full to part time(not even close to being my fault). So I could either go on the dole until the middle of next year and have to find and apply for 10 jobs every fortnight. Or I could get my youth study allowence canceled for 37 days (until the holidays start bizarrly enough, and then they will give my money back). I chose the latter, but I am scared I made the wrong choice. Nathon is being so wonderful, he says that this is the reason he works the job he does, so 'life bumps' aren't a problem. But I am so upset. I have money for groceraries and rent this week, and I have the money for all the next 4 weeks rent from my folks (how pathetic am I?), but I am going to have to let Nathon pay for groceraries for those 4 weeks. He wants to pay for it regualarly anyway, but I like paying my own way as much as I can. So I am dying. The worst thing for me is that our anniversary is in November during my enforced poverty and I had so many things I wanted to get for him. And we are going to go away for that weekend to this awesome place we went last New Years, it is beautiful and expensive and Nathon is paying for it out of his tax return and I wanted to at least buy all the groceraries for our trip and maybe get something lacy you know? Now its all messed up and I am a wreck.
But I am making 'Sorry and I love you' meatloaf for my wonderful man. And he'll make me calmer at least, if not at peace about all this stuff lol. Hugs will make me feel better, but I still feel so bad.

Strolling around Yahoo Answers Nathon and I found a girl asking about her contraceptive pill... the answer she got was not only COMPLETELY WRONG, but will most likely get her pregnant and was answered by a NURSE. Who had no fucking clue what she was saying about the pill at all. She might have as well said (I am paraphrasing here) 'Nah, don't worry about the last 3 pills, its only the worst time to miss pills, at the end, so it'll be fine...' Stupid bint.
So I went to here profile and looked at another question she answered. A guy was asking if transfering semen from himself to inside his fiance's vagina could cause her to become pregnant. Some dickhead (please excuse my language I am very very cranky) told him sperm die on contact with air.... WHAT THE FUCK? Is he on meth????? Of course sperm can survive air... do sperm banks make you masterbate into an airless vaccume? Bloody hell. there is air in the vagina and in there sperm can live for up to 8 days. What a wanker. Most of the other answers were just as enlightened (by this I mean retarded and dangerously uneducated).
No wonder so many kids know nothing about their bodies or their partner's... they get all their knowledge from Yahoo fucking Answers!! Where some dumbass from Nantucket will tell you your girlfriend can get pregnant swallowing so you better run now...
What a load of bollocks that whole site is. If you have a health question, or a question that if you get the worng answer you can be changeing diapers in 9 months, ASK A FUCKING DOCTOR!!!!!!!!!!!
I am sory to have offended anyone with my uncooth rant full of blue words, but I am really pissed off that people take it upon themselves to answer questions they know nothing about when the answers are so important. And who the hell, when it comes down to their health or the health of the person they love, goes to Yahoo Answers? Sure, its cheap and easy, but its your life and health we're talking about. Leave Yahoo Answers for questions about how to get to that next level of Doom.
Sigh. I feel better now.
Thanks for listening.

I just got told by a test that I am over the desireable level of homicideal tendancies and should consult a trained proffessional...
I"M BECOMING A TRAINED PROFFESSIONAL!!!!!!!!
This is not ideal...
Can one diagnose and treat ones-self?
LOL